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Thursday, March 10, 2011

cerita kau dan aku

Dear diary,

Ak x thu, ap yg ak sendiri rasekn,. Ak rase cm something perasaan yg pling ak benci ! benci sgt2, !! knp hbngn ak n dye skrng dh bnyk sgt berubh, . ak tkut, perasaan dye at ak un tetp berubh,. Ak xnk dye x syg ak lgi, ak tkut, bab, ak syg dye sgt2,. Nhe lah sush nyer, .bler ak dh syg kn someone uh.


Ak memng ske sdh pasl dye,sumenye kerana dye,, it’s me,. Bab bg ak, ‘kerna sekali cinta,… ak teap cinta,’ knp rmy sgt nk menghancurkn hbngan kteorng,.. ap slh yg ak dan de wt,. nhe ke dugaan? Atau,. Nhe ke jln terakhir kte b,.. ? beby x nk, ak syg dye, . ak dh ml erase jauh sgt n dye, kdng2 ak rase ak cm dh x knl spe dye, kteorng dh selalu gadoh,…… knp antara kte xder tolak ansur? Ak jerk mengalah, ak pon ader perasaan,.. kdng2 ak terpkse mengalah,. Bab ak xnk gaduh,.. ak x nk dye sebut perkataan yg pling gue benci !! “CLASH” hm,… bler ak nk tny dye, dye ckp ak ske tembk dye, ak xpenh ader niat nk tembak dye atau x,. ak just nk thu kebenaran, ak xnk ditipu, ak dh serik, ak x nk hilng orng yg ak syg lgi, ak dh rse penat sgt nk sdh,.. b, beby nk b thu, beby syg b sgt, sgt2, yea, memng kte jauh, xpnh jmpe,. Xpnh bertembong pun, just dlm fon,gmbr,fb, n many more lah, tp,. Perasaan SYG uh,. Msti akn hadir kn,.. cinta dtg x diundng, dan pergi x dipinta,.. it’s true? Bkn tipu,. Nhe yg sebanar2nyer,. Kdng2 ak nk ckp n dye, nk discuss n dye, xder kesempatan tuk ak luahkn.. setiap manusia ader perasaan yg berbeza2 kn,.. myb bg dye,.. ak nhe p0yo,… but bg ak,.. nhe lah PERASAAN yg ak pedulikn,, n ak kisah tentng sume nhe,.. ak jujur n perasaan ak,.. ak xnk tpu diri sendiri,.. ak xthu lah nk ckp cm ne,. asl sush sgt ak nk cte kn at sini,.. ak nk taip cm ne un ak x thu,.. tuhan jerk yg thu cm ne perasaan ak at dye.. ak syg dye sgt2,.. sgt2,,.. tp knp ak rase kecewa sgt2 bler dye marah ak,maki ak,knp x bleyh kte bincng baek2 kn … n ak nhe knp bdoh sgt !! knp ak x leyh nk ego??? Knppp!!! Yea,myb ak un rase ak x setaraf n dye,.. dye orng mne ak orng mne,. Tp,.. hati n perasaan ak,. Tetp at dye,.. ak x nk clash… ak x nk hilng dye,. Msti dy fikir ak bdoh x nk lepaskn dye,.. cm ne lah, 1 jam sje,.. ak dh boleyh ingt at dye,. Tp mengambil mase tuk ak nk lupkn dye,… lgi2 ble kte dh syg kn someone uh,.


sumenyer salah ak?? yea,. terpkse ak ngku,. ak xnk gdohh,.. i still love u,.. i love u,.. ak dh letih n sume nhee,.. penat sgt,.. skrng ak tgh tnggu keputusan dyee,.. baek atau ,,. x,. ak trpkse tme,. lau itu yg terbaek tuk dye,. i just want the best for him,.. walaupon ak yg merana,.. huhh.. tabah kn hati sarah,........



i just want always with u mirul,.. i love u so muchh,..

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