argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sdhnye haty ak !! semuanya same jerk ! same ! sume nk wt ak sket aty !! ak sdh,..ak merana,..
hnya jnji palsu jer,.. ckp palsu jer !!skng, arghhh,. ak saket haty sgt2,.. kabahagiaan yg ak dpt,. sekejp?? YA ALLAH,.. kau berikan lah kebahagiaan selamnya tuk ak,.. huh!!! ak x mengeluh,. tp ak penat,. penat nk rase sdh,.. berikn ak kebahagiaan ya Allahhhh,... ak syg semua orng,. tp knp orng x wt ak rase disyangi,...? hm,.. hancurnya hatiku,. st0p2,. !! ak mls nk ckp pnjng2.. just dgr lagu kat bwh nheee,.. nhe haty ak,. perasaan ak,.. sdhh !!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!

sendiri lgi,... nk tgok,. haty ak mcm mne? mcm nheee,.. tg0k bawh,..

n nheee,..hm

"apa lah daya ku,menghadapi semua ini...bila sebenarnya ak thu engkau akan pergi..air mata ku ini x dapat mengungkap kn lg,semua yg ada didalam perasaan ini,..kebahagiaan dan kesedihan ini,.. dtg di saat yg sama,...terhadap diriku,...
hancurnya hatiku,..melepas kau pergi,..dari hidupku,.. dari sisiku,..tuk selama2 nyaa,....." huhh,..

hm,.. byeee,....

k,..byee,....

Hancurnya Hatiku

t0day,.. 23/1/2011

PADAM PIC NIE TY ! arghh !! sket nyer haty ak,. lau dh eg0,. tetp ego,.. ak nk lpekn dye... memng indh bler n dye, tp,. jahanam bler dye xder,.. n skng dye dh xder,.. pegi jauh2,. ak pon keliru n perasaan ak sendiri,. ak xnk jadik hip0krit,. yea,.ad0y.. !pahal eekh,. eeeiihh !!! tah ur,. saket t ble cter,. n ak pon xtau nk luahkn macm mne,.. arghh,.. lau ak ingt pon,. dyo x ingat ak pon,. so,. ak selalu jer tp0k sebelah tgn,.m,.mlas nk cter,. change t0pic plezz,.... ad0y.. nk tau,. ak dh lah jarang demam.. sethun 2,3 kali jerk,. nhe,. ak demam,. ayoyoy,.mlm tdy ur,. ak mkn yg bnyk duri uh,..ikan ap tah,. tercekek !! ek ek,.. ehek2.. bgun pg,. trus tekak saket n mamp0s,. nk teln makan pon tkut,. prut keroncong sudh nhee,.. huhuhu...
dh saket tekak,selsema plk.. ad0y,. sudh jatuh ditimpa tngga,...

haty pon x sdp,. but,. rndu s0meone,.. mak n ayah xder arinhe,. huhu..mak g teman abah ambek pingat kat sri negeri,. huhu,. b0san ddk rumh,.karang,.. mak n abah dh balek,..gue mau drive,. g jaln2.. nk g mne ekh? nk g anjung lah,.. nk tau ader ap kt sne? lauttt,.. hahaha,. tenang lah... h0pe,. xder pemndngan yg menykitkn mte... 'BELANGKAS' heeheh...

ok ok,.. t i smb0ng lg k syg... hahaha,. jiwng jup.. mlm ker,.update lg,.
tah ader orng bce ke x,..lntak lah,.nhe diary ak,.. sni jer lah tmpat ak luahkn.. huhuhu,,..ok ,.. daaa~ muahh !

hehe,.. c0p2...jgn pikir laen yuk,.tu ank buah ak jerk,. hehee,. ok ok,. da2 sarah,.. byeeeee,..

bla bla blaaaa

nothing to write,.. n hurt3,.. i hate that !!! cbe wt ak happy?
perasaan berubh2?? yea2,.. i know,. manusia right? but !!! bkn sesuke haty !! wt ak saket hatyy !!!b0doh!iyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. dush3,... stupid nyer ayt ak,.. bleuuk,. hehe,. hari mereng ak,. en0ugh2,..he3,.. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

xxx0hh n0ooxxx

nheee,.. bju2 ak design,. hehe.. tp,.. x dipamerkn pon,. huhu,. sdh2,. so,. sara pamerkn kat sne yerk,. hehhee.lau lawa c0ment ur,. xlawa pon coment gak ,. hehe

hehe,.. cun x? hihi,.. hm.. nhe lak hasil kerja time nk spm dlu uhh,.. kerja kursus psv,. hehe..

fuhh !! nhe lak,. yg ak lukis,. mlu2,. jgn complen,. shhhhh,. hehe

hehe,.. nhee,.. kerja animasi grafik ak,.. ex ak yg lukiskn,. huhu,.. tp,.. kte kne wt karton lh,. dh siap pon,. cme.. xleyh nk upload kt sne,. hehe,. sorry,. dpt tgok gmbr jerk,. hehe

dh2,..nhe jerk,.. ehehe,. ok ok,. daaa,.. salam,.. muahhhhh,. ehehe

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huhhhh,...argghhh !!! sket nyer hati ak,.. bler tgok fb dye,.. bler bce komen2 dye,.. SUMPAH ! saket hati dehhhh .. bler komen orng laen bleyh lak bals,.. bler ak pny dye x balas,... ak xder pon nk wt dye mcm uh,.. nhe ak xcontct dye lg,.. tp,.. ak x ego,..sumpah ak ckp ! aku rndu gler n dyee !!!! i miss u b,.. lau lah b leyh bce bende alah nhe,.kn best,.. tp,.. ayg tau,.. b xkn bce,... knp asyk ayg jer yg c0ntct b,.. ayg bkn nk mengungkit,.. tp,..tah lah.. ayg just nk disyangi, dihargai, nk kate kn b xder duet? g Cc ader lak duet,.. arghhh !!! tension nyer ak,.. YA ALLAH,... bler ak nk berhenti sdh????ak xnk sdh lg,... berlah ak peluang tuk ak bahagia n dye... ak tau dye jauh n ak.. tp,..hati ak kat dye dkat sgt,..
hm,.. jenis ak,..bler ak dh dpt orng yg leyh lekat kat aty ak,..ak akn sy,.. nhe lah kelemahan ak,.. walaupon ak x thu,..sama ada orng tuh ske ak ataw pon x,... b,.. ayg rndu b..... tp,.. ayg lom bleyh contct b lg... ayg saket hatiiiii... tp,..xder spe pduli knnn? b pon xpedulikan ayg... huhhhh,.. xder tny khabar ker,..ap ker,.. lau xder kdt.. b kn selalu on9,.. bg lah chat ker ap ker,.. tp,... HAMPE nyer hatiiiii,... b,..ayg tulis kat blog nhe,.. bkn nk burukkn b,.. tp,..kat sni lah tempt ayg luah kn perasaan,.. ayg sunyi.. x der spe tmpat ayg nk luahkn,..
maaf kn ayg,.. h0pe b faham,... b,.. ayg x mintak pape pon,.. ayg mintk b syg ayg,.. hargai ayg, pedilkan ayg, n wt ap yg ayg happy,... tl0ng lah b,.. huhuh,.. aduhhh... lau tulis kat sni pon,. PERCUMA jer,... bab dye xkn bce,..huh ! xpla,..bialah ak membebel sorng2,...
dh lahh,.. ak mls nk ckp pape lg,. otk trus blank,. haty ters kecewa,.. sumpah ! memng sdh,.. huh,..... b,. contct lah ayg,.. ayg rndu b,..huhuuhu,.. st0p ! bye

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sepah dibuang....... kata abah, KAWAN tu umpama bunga ros, dipandang
cantik dipegang sakit..... kata atuk, KAWAN tu seperti air terus
mengalir..... kata nenek, KAWAN tu bak bulan dipuja dan disanjung tp
nun jauh di sana.... kate sedare, kawan tu mcm makanan, kawan makan
kawan!! kata abang, KAWAN tu seperti lembu mengikut saje ape
dikata........ kata kakak, KAWAN tu tak ubah macam durian bau je busuk
tp sedap dimakan.... kata adik, KAWAN tu macam biskut sekejap ade
sekejap takde....... kata saya, kawan tu tak kisahlah camner.. walaupun
dia IBARAT LEBAH, UMPAMA BUNGA ROS, SEPERTI AIR, BAK BULAN, SEPERTI
LEMBU, TAK UBAH MACAM DURIAN & MACAM BISKUT!!! dia tetap kawan...
tau tak sebab ape??? sekali saya dah kawan ngan dia selamanye dia ttp
kawan saya... itu cara saya berkawan..!!
walaupun kita mempunyai kekasih, tapi teman tetap paling setia.
walaupun kita punyai harta yg banyak, teman tetap paling berharga.
kirim balik jika kamu anggap saya teman selamanya

ap nk wat nheee....???

aduhhh....stay kat rumh jerkk..aduh,..bosan sungguh,...nk kua,..tp,..xder geng nk kua,..n spe,..naek ap,..huhu,.. berilah cadangan...hehe,..lau bg pon,.msty xbleyh nk turuti,..sebab,..sya xleyh dibebaskn lg,.uwaaaaaaaaaaaa ! nk bebas !!!! huhuhu
tp xper,..lme2 t..msty mak ak kasik ak kua pnya,.. cayalah,..hehe..
skng nhe,..ak gah ting3,. !! amek lesen kete n mto,.aduh,..tkut lah nk test JPJ nanty,..ak risau jaln rye,parking,n 3 penjuru,..amat menakutkn,.. hee ~ tp xperh,.. lme2 t,.msty ak leyh wt pny,.. kmu semua doakn sara tau ! hahaha...
ak nk keje nhe,..tp mak ak ckp,.suh abs kn lesen nhe,.mcm mne nhe,..lau lmbt keje,. t buln 3 result spm dh kua,.pas uh nk smbong belajar,.bler ak nk dpt pengalamn nk keje,.huhu,..tp,..abg ak ajak keje n dye,.myb minggu dpn start,..jdk kerani kat bengkel dye,..arghh,..ape2 jerk,..asl kn,..gue dpt kerja,..hehe,.. hilg lah b0san ak nhe,..heehe,.
hmm,..g pon dok kat rumh nhe..nk kne jge ank buah jerk,.aiyak,.jdik baby siter dh ak nhe,.huhu,.nk tau,..ank buah ak dh ader 10 orng dh,..ank buah tau,..bkn ank sendiri,.hehehe,.. 7 boys ,.n 3 girls,..pling besr drjh 4..hehe,,dh rmy pon yg sekolah,.n yg laen kecik2 lg,..kdng2 ak geram n dyorng,.. kdng2 ak syg,.. msty lah syg,..lau ak sdh pon,..ak tgok dyorng,.lyn dyorng,.hilng sdh ak..myb time sdh,. kte xleyh keseorngan...hehe,.keseorngan?wahhh !! tidak buleyh,.. hehe,..bab..ak skrng bkn keseorngan lg,..tp brduaan,..kih3,..syg?msty lah,.. ak jmpe dye kat fb,.kat gr0up,.. tp,..germ,..dye n member2 dye pnggil ak ayam,...hahaha,..bab,.. sara ske sebut perkataan 'AYAM'
hehe,...tp,..ak germ3..bler tgh on9 nhe,..tp die menhilng,..ingtkn ap,..rupanya,.men GAME ! urghhh..sket t...xpe2,..lbh bek dye men game,..dri dye wt keje bkn2,...nk cter detail pasl dye?no no no...not yet,..hehe,.. 1 day t,.i'll sh0w,..who my PRINCE,.. pape pon,..i l0ve it so much !!! muahahahahahaha,....
ok ok,..sni dlu cter nyer,..t,.ak tulis lg,.hehe..korng take care ok,... h0pe happy in ur life f0rever... :)

skolah,sk0lah,sk0lahh !!!

w0ww,.... taun nhe kan,.memng rse laen lah,..hehe,..selalu nyer,.. setiap tahun,.nk nek skolah,..dh xsbr nk beli barng sk0lah,..but now,.hahhaha,..dh xbeli dh,..pelik kn,.hee~
dlu ~ sebelum skolah,..asyk nk tset jerk bju skolah lah,..kasut,tdong,anything,..berngan jup...hehe
skng~ hahaha,..xder dah,.. bju skolah ak pon,..ak dh msuk beg plastik hitam,..hahah,..
kini mengacau orng yg nk pergi sk0lah,.. "weyhhh,..ap nhe g skolah,..d0k umh urgh,.. td0w !! hahahahaha" x agak2 yerk,...wee ,...
acctly,nk cter,.. sejujur2 nyer kn,..zaman skolah ak badly,..huhu,..bkn ak xbersyukur,.. but,.. tah lah,..ak xpnh rse ader member yg cl0se sgt2 n ak,..
yg take care pasl ak... ak cpt kecik hati,.. tah lah..myb tu perngai ak,...
yeaaa,..nobody perfect right... tp,.. ak rse,.xpnh yg pndy jge perasaan ak,..
hargai ak,..selalu nyer ak mengalah,... ak bukn nk ungit,..but,.. nhe yg btul nyer,..
ak ikhlas bler bekwn,..ak syg sgt2 n kwn2 ak,....myb,..bab syg sgt2 tuh yg selalu di tindas,.....myb,..
time f0rm 1,..nothing,...
f0rm 2,..so so jerk,..
form 3,..ok,..but,..tah lah,..so so jgk,..
form 4,..pleng ak benci !! benci sgt2 !! ak kne buli,..kne fitnh,,.di benci,..dipulaukan,..n bdk2 laki klss ak,..ak xthu sbb ap,..n bdk form 5 gb !i hate that ! ak x thu ap yg dye xpuas haty n ak !dy fitnh lg,. gmbar ak ,.. dityng2 kn,.n ak xthu di mne dye dpt,..kne kut0k,..kne kacau !melalui f0n !arghhhh !ak sumpah merana gler,..ak xpnh kcau dyorng,..ak nk berbaek n dyeorng,.but,..dyorng yg wt ak mcm2,..slh kn,.bler kter buat baek kat orng,..memng sdh gler,...veryday,.ak rse mcm ader batu bsr !!nk hempap ak,...haty ak mcm kne tiakm3,...n di saat ak sdh,..kcewa,..xder spe sebelah kn ak,...
ak xpnh wt jahat kat orng,..ak ditnds3 !!!argh,.xmau cter lg,..
f0rm 5,.. hm,..dh ok sket n bdk klss ak,..sket2,.lme2 rapat gler 1 klss,..n bler kwn ak di sakitkn ker,..ak tlong,..bab,..ak tau cm ne perasaan nyyer,..ak xnk orng rse ap ak rse,..ak syg sgt2 kwn2 ak,....
jnis ak,... ak xleyh tgok kwn ak,.. -m0ody -sdh -mrh -n yg bkn2 lah,..
bab t ak rse cm laen,..mcm ak beslah,..walaupon ak x beslah,...rse ganjil sgt,..huhuhu

kini,...spm pon hbes sudh,..n tgh tnggu result,..ayoooo,...how with my result?so worried,...huhuhu,...h0pe ak result yg gempak ats usha ak,..
start f0rm 5,..hehe,..ak dh mle minat math,..bab ckgu yg ajr ak math uh pon best,...ckgu maslahah,..bestt,..ak ske kenekn dye,..tp,..t dye kenakan ak balek,..ehehe
ckgu bm ak,..ckgu salmi,..huyoo,..memng ak ske,..sp0rting,..tp,.ak bengang bler dye peli ak,..bengang...B0LEYH MCM UH CKGU ?hahaha
ckgu sjrh,.ayo! dh nk abs fom 5 bru mle mint sjrh,..pd,..ak xske subjek uh,..tp ak ske ckgu nyer,.hehe,.teacher bi,..perghhh...leyh mati terkejut ak lau dye nk mengajar,.hahaha,.but,.best !c0ol always,.teacher cute !hihihi
grafik,..ckgu uh dh kawin dh,..bru kwin,..kdng2 sp0rting,.kdng2 garang,.hehe
seni,..ckgu laki,..sorng sest..hehe,...grng,...tp,..dh lme2,..ok sudh n kteorng,..
sn,..ckgu klass ak,..best,..ak lau ader mslah,.selalu cter n dy,.n dye fhm perasaan ak,..syg ckgu,..muahh !hhee,.ckgu agama,..alahh,..form 5 kn,..sume best ur ! tip t0p,.hehehe

tu lah,..pasl ckgu2 ak,..hehehe,...memng best!xabs2,...best2,..hahah...
n tu lah kot,..pasl time skolah ak,.... that all,...n ,...nk bg tgok gmbar2 dux klass ak,... :)

1.1.2011

w000oooo,..t0day,.memng gempak mehh
ak btul2 rase tah lahh,..wlaupon mistake dye
xlah seberapa nk besr,..just,..M0NEY ! but,..ak rse,..berslah + nyesl
lpt0p ak nhe,.xlah r0sak mne pon,..ak sendiri tau betulkan,..just x on BUTT0N wifi jerkk,..tp,..40 rnggit ak terbng,..arghh !!! menyesal3,..nhe lah sikap ak,..terburu2,.
ak btul2 rse berslah,..ak nk belnje member ak ne mkn,..bab dh bwk ak kua btulkn lpt0p ak nhe,..then,.skali kne byr ,..denggg ! tnggl 4 rnggit jer dlm purse ak ! wahhh,.. my M0NEYYY !!!stupid ! hampeh ak kne ceramah dlm kete,..member ak ckp,..perngai ak nhe terbru2,.len kali tny dlu,,perngai ak mcm kanak2,.aiyakkk !!yup,.memng tu perngai ak,.cm budk2,..ak xleyh nk hilngkn sikap tu lah,..but,.i will change it !huhhh,...lau ingat lek kan,.meng lah,.rse ,..aghh,.. 1 kesilapan,..myb ak kne berubh,..i will make it,.n i ca do it,..huhu,.g pon,.nhe an,.new year,.2011,...g0od bye 2010 yg bnyk bg pengalamn pahitttttttttttt,...........n mnis ! bye2,,yg pahit tuh,.jgn dtg balek kat ak lg,,,bg yg manis jerk,.hehe,..no m0re sad,..n0 more hurt !aminnnnnn,..

g0 2011 ,..go 2011,...gooo !!! c0me good year f0r me,...
aminnnn,.....

be best year f0r meee !!!!!