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Friday, March 18, 2011

berkahir cerita kita mirul,...

arghh,.. ya allah,. hnya kau sje yg mampu thu ap perasaan ak mse nhe,. xder spa yg leyh faham ak,.. ak dan dye,. mirul,. dh putus,. n dh xder pape lgi anta kami,.. mngkin tuk selamaya,. ? xpernh terlintas at aty ak tuk terima permintaan dye kali nhe,. tp ak terpkse,. ak terpakse relakan dye,. lepaskn dye,.. dye pikir dye,, tp ak?? ak rase cm nk mati,. terus dmm seh,. sdh yg amat sgt,. . hm,..
apalah daya ku menghadapi semua ini,. bila sebenarnya ak tahu kau akn pergi,. air mta ku x dpat menggungkapkn lgi,. perasaan yg ada di dlm perasaan ku,. kebahagiaan dan kesedihan ini,. dtg di saat yg sama,. terhadap diriku,. leburnya hatiku,.. hancurnya hati ku,. melepas kau pergi,.. dari hidupku,. dari sisi ku untuk selama-lamaanya,........ thnks mirul .. thnks b,. bab pnh syg kn beby,.. knangn kte indh kn,.yea, walaupon kte x pernh berjmpa,. tp bg sarah,. hti sara xpnh lari dari mirul,.. i love u b,.. tp pas nhe,. ucapan uh,. dh xleyh sara luah kn kat mirul lgi,. bab,. kte dh,.... xnk ckp,.. !!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,... ada jdoh kte jmpe lgi ,....

*jgn pernh lpe knangn kte eah mirul,...
*jgn pernh lupakan sarah.,................... salam... ~

what happen now !!

Aku rindu dye sgt2.. knp dye berubh ekh,.. asl dye dh x mcm dlu ekh,. Sekrng nhe,. Setiap kata2 dye menyakitkan hati ak,. Kecik deh hati ,.. ak x faham y,.. single? Yeah,. Tu status yg ader at fb dye ,. Just SINGLE,. Tp kteorng c0uple lgi,. AND ME? Just follow whatever his said,. Ak nk bntah,. Tp x tau y ble n dye ak jdik moisttt,. N ak rase bengap,. Huhu, .ak ader gak ckp x nk about sttus uh.. but,. U know,. What he said? Dye ckp ak nk menunjuk2 yg ak dh ader de bf,. Please !! xder mkne nyer,. Tp ak just nk puaskn hati ak jerk,, ak nk sentiasa n dy,. Ak x faham urgh,.. ap slah ak ekh,. Ak dh setia,. Ak dh bg yg terbaek tuk dy.. nhe un ak luahkn at blog pon dye ckp poyo ur,. Geli ur,. Hello !! nhe jerk tempat ak nk luah kn perasaan,. Ak nak luah kn kat dye,.. tp ,.. dye xpnh u dgr,. Just dye ckp ak ske men tdoh2 dye urgh,. Saket hAti mcm uh,.. he right,. N me wrong? ** at sni ak bkn nk menggungkit,.. just nhe tempat ak nk luah kn perasaan,.. ak xder member yg terdekat tuk ak kongsi,. Lau ak nk ckp un,. Ak x bleyh… t x terkata ,..bab jenis ak,. Bler dh jmpe member2 ak,, bak kata orng,. Nk sdh un x leyh..
Ak nk AMMIRUL yg dlu. Ak xnk skng,… ak xnk……………………………………………………….. atau ,.. dye dh btul2 brubh? No no no … don’t want,.. putus kn hbungn cm ne dye selalu mintak at ak? Hm,.. piker jp,.. piker2,.. xleyh,.. ak x leyh putus n dye, bab hati ak dh syg,.. sgt2.. nhe bkn tpu2,. Nhe betul2,.. huhu..
Dlu,. Ak percaya sgt at dye,.. but now,. Y ak x leyh nk cye dye,. 100 % ????? just 50/50 jerk.. hah !!
U know what.. skng,. Setiap tingkah laku dye mencurigakan ak,.. curiga sgt2,.. x tau knp,.. perasaan CURIGA uh sendiri yg muncul dlm hti ak,. . hati x penah menipu kn . . . don’t know lah,. Ak x thu ap lgi dugaan tuk kteorng lpas nhe,.. kekal ke? Ak harap sgt2 kekal,.. amin,.
Ak mohon sgt pada Allah, semoga Allah beri kami kebahagiaan,. . kekal.. hilng rase curiga ak.. n yg terbaek tuk dye n ak,. Aminn,..
Ak tahu dye boleyh berubah,. insyaAllah,.. just,. Ak x thu lah bg dye mcm mne,.,adakah ak yg terbaik tuk dye? Adkah ak yg paling teruk tuk dye? Spe ak sebenarnya at hati dye?? Dye masih pedulikn ak ke? Knp skrng,.. dye selalu sgt,……… wt ak sdh,.. wt ak risau,.. wat ak menangis,.. wat ak takut.. wt ak curiga?? Knp ekh,. Ak x faham.. ak dh berusaha jdik yg terbaik tuk dye,. Tp,. Lau dye xnk berusaha jdik yg teerbaik tuk ak,. Xder maknenyer sume nhe, just sia2 jerk hubungn ktee,… ak syg hbungn nhe,. So,. Ak un nk dye syg hbungn nhe,. Cm ne ak syg,..
Ak cte2,. Tp pada hakikat nye,.. ak syg sgt at dye,. Sgt2… ak xder laki laen,. I just want with him,,., every moment,.. I hope he like me,.ak rindu sgttt,.. at dye,…… ak syggg dyeee,.. nhe x poyo,. !! nhe bkn men2 .. nhe,. Perasaan ak !! . . . . . . . .
Well it’s good to hear your voice
I hope you’re doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I’m lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment
Time keeps slipping by
If I could have just one wish
I’d have you by my side

I miss you
I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

Well I tried to live without you
But tears fall from my eyes
I’m alone and I feel empty
I’m torn apart inside

I look up at the starts
Hoping you are doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say


Oooohh I miss you
Oooohh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay, always stay

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You’re the one that I hold on to
My heart would stop without you

I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry that it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay, I’ll always stay
And I love you more than I did before
And I’m sorry that it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask I will stay, I will stay, I will stay
Diaries sarah,……

Thursday, March 10, 2011

cerita kau dan aku

Dear diary,

Ak x thu, ap yg ak sendiri rasekn,. Ak rase cm something perasaan yg pling ak benci ! benci sgt2, !! knp hbngn ak n dye skrng dh bnyk sgt berubh, . ak tkut, perasaan dye at ak un tetp berubh,. Ak xnk dye x syg ak lgi, ak tkut, bab, ak syg dye sgt2,. Nhe lah sush nyer, .bler ak dh syg kn someone uh.


Ak memng ske sdh pasl dye,sumenye kerana dye,, it’s me,. Bab bg ak, ‘kerna sekali cinta,… ak teap cinta,’ knp rmy sgt nk menghancurkn hbngan kteorng,.. ap slh yg ak dan de wt,. nhe ke dugaan? Atau,. Nhe ke jln terakhir kte b,.. ? beby x nk, ak syg dye, . ak dh ml erase jauh sgt n dye, kdng2 ak rase ak cm dh x knl spe dye, kteorng dh selalu gadoh,…… knp antara kte xder tolak ansur? Ak jerk mengalah, ak pon ader perasaan,.. kdng2 ak terpkse mengalah,. Bab ak xnk gaduh,.. ak x nk dye sebut perkataan yg pling gue benci !! “CLASH” hm,… bler ak nk tny dye, dye ckp ak ske tembk dye, ak xpenh ader niat nk tembak dye atau x,. ak just nk thu kebenaran, ak xnk ditipu, ak dh serik, ak x nk hilng orng yg ak syg lgi, ak dh rse penat sgt nk sdh,.. b, beby nk b thu, beby syg b sgt, sgt2, yea, memng kte jauh, xpnh jmpe,. Xpnh bertembong pun, just dlm fon,gmbr,fb, n many more lah, tp,. Perasaan SYG uh,. Msti akn hadir kn,.. cinta dtg x diundng, dan pergi x dipinta,.. it’s true? Bkn tipu,. Nhe yg sebanar2nyer,. Kdng2 ak nk ckp n dye, nk discuss n dye, xder kesempatan tuk ak luahkn.. setiap manusia ader perasaan yg berbeza2 kn,.. myb bg dye,.. ak nhe p0yo,… but bg ak,.. nhe lah PERASAAN yg ak pedulikn,, n ak kisah tentng sume nhe,.. ak jujur n perasaan ak,.. ak xnk tpu diri sendiri,.. ak xthu lah nk ckp cm ne,. asl sush sgt ak nk cte kn at sini,.. ak nk taip cm ne un ak x thu,.. tuhan jerk yg thu cm ne perasaan ak at dye.. ak syg dye sgt2,.. sgt2,,.. tp knp ak rase kecewa sgt2 bler dye marah ak,maki ak,knp x bleyh kte bincng baek2 kn … n ak nhe knp bdoh sgt !! knp ak x leyh nk ego??? Knppp!!! Yea,myb ak un rase ak x setaraf n dye,.. dye orng mne ak orng mne,. Tp,.. hati n perasaan ak,. Tetp at dye,.. ak x nk clash… ak x nk hilng dye,. Msti dy fikir ak bdoh x nk lepaskn dye,.. cm ne lah, 1 jam sje,.. ak dh boleyh ingt at dye,. Tp mengambil mase tuk ak nk lupkn dye,… lgi2 ble kte dh syg kn someone uh,.


sumenyer salah ak?? yea,. terpkse ak ngku,. ak xnk gdohh,.. i still love u,.. i love u,.. ak dh letih n sume nhee,.. penat sgt,.. skrng ak tgh tnggu keputusan dyee,.. baek atau ,,. x,. ak trpkse tme,. lau itu yg terbaek tuk dye,. i just want the best for him,.. walaupon ak yg merana,.. huhh.. tabah kn hati sarah,........



i just want always with u mirul,.. i love u so muchh,..

Saturday, February 26, 2011

pilihaan raye?

w0oo,.. x pasal2 ak terjebak dalam kes 'pilihan raya'walaupon,. ehehe,... tuk menjadik pegundi,.. umor ku masih belum mencukupi kn,kn,. ehehe,.. upz,. x bermkne bwh umo yer,. dengg !!! ap ak ckp nhee,.. haaa!!! merepek2,. kih3
ak bg lah pengalaman ak dlm pilihan raye kecil dun merlimau nhe lahh,. hm.. best lah jgk,. but,. ak x faham, y msty ader pembngkakng?????? haii,. manusia2,. sumenyer giler kuasa kn,,, relex sudahh,. ikot jerkk,.. lau contoh x puas hati,. kte bincng cara baek,. bkn fight2 maaa,.. otak sintaik,. kih2,. upzz,.. change t0pic,. lau ak g bilek gerakan dye, mlm lah kn,, alamatnyr,. memng balek kol 12 lah,. pling lmbat,. 2 pg,. hantar lap0ran,. huhuhu,. agaknyer,. nhe namenyer keje ekhh???? haha,. tp ak syok lahh,. ak minat benda2 cm nhe,. kecuali,. CERAMAH ! oohh dear :) i hate that !hm,. but,. semalam,. 25/2/2011 ,. ader lah wt barbeque,. f0r PUTERI UMNO... best? boleyh lahh,..
for the lupa time,. ak menyumbang kn sore ak,. yg huh !!! sesap2.. haha,.. lalalalalala.. karoeke,. lgu yunk,. mak ai,. segan x segan lah kn,. ak bedal jer nyanyiii,. wawawa,. .balek,. sumpah penat ! pg nyer,. g tgok penamaan calon,. ramai gle orng, semate2 tuk teman kn,. ahaha,.. bdn gue letih dh nhe,e.. tp,. ak snggup,. ak mint,, hehe.. hm, yg pling kelakar,. hahaha.. ak g runner lah, n dyorng,. g rumh orng nk crik pegundi .. kne marah,. kne halau ,.. CILAKE nyer pk cik,. hahhahahah,. ap lahh,. bedal jer lahhh,. asl ak bahagia,. aik,. t0pic ap nhee,..???????? hahaha
ok ok,. pda spe2 yg bce nhe ha,.. balek lah mengundi yerk,. . den msih lom leyh undi lg mehh,. kih2,. c0p ! **MERLIMAU only,.** hhahahaha

ok ok. smpy di sini aajer d0nggg,,. byee,. ak cte nhe pon bab ak gah b0san ddk at blek gerkn nhee,.. just dgr orng yg lebh tue dari ak nhe,. membebel !!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,.... nk balikk !!! huk2,.. k k,. bye,.caw !

Thursday, February 24, 2011

mirul & sarah [1][4][1][2][4]

haaaaa,........ akhirnyerrr,. i meet him,. my princee,. MUHAMAD AMMIRUL.. a.k.a meon
hehe,. syg b sgt3...... muahhh !! yer2,. kmi memng blum jmpe lgi. just suara ubt rindu nyerr,..... heheh.. syg dye sgt2. selama nhee ak sdh jerkk
mungkin dl diam2 nhee,.... tuhan anugerah an tuk ak,. alhmdulillahh.. dye sorng yg take care b0ut me,syg ak,wt ak ketwe,r0mentik,sumenyer ader pada dye
ak syg dye sgt2,..... xder yg laenn, dye seorngg,. muahh,. m0od : hati ku berbunga2,... hehehe .. nanty kteorng au jmpe,. h0pe perjumpaan to jdik,. n be the best date of us.. syg mirul sgt2.... hehe MEON .... cute name
hehe..... ble n dye..ak tena

ng,haty happy,senyum jerkk,. ylh bak kate orngg MAB0K SUDAH,.. hehe.. wah ! dye bru col ak..kol 5.31 p.m n 24 hribuln 2.... hehee ingt nak ckpp. rupenyer,. dye bg lagu "kalau cinta" wahhh,. b,. beby syg sgt2 at b,. tuhan jerk yg thu rasenyerrr, mmuahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,...... !!! i l0ve u. 0ur c0de,. 14124. mknenyer? hehe,. rahsia,.... love mirul,. 4 ever, my heart,my l0ve,my b,my all of mine..... heheeheh,.






*i l0ve u mirul*

Thursday, February 10, 2011

x puas hati !!!

what?? n0thing t0 say,.. hehehe. just wanna update my bl0g,. l0l,.
what ur u d0ing n0w? just read my blog? hahaha. anyway.. want to say,. welc0me to my simple blog,. yeah,. i mean,. "diary sarah" kui2,.. i think want t0 write benda yg ku x puas haty !! yeaaahhh !!! hehehe..

firtsly : eeee !! i hate that ! ak really really hate orng yg mcm bguss !! eyuukkkk,.. expecially,. my ** not bf ok.. !! uhhh,. time perlukan ak,.. tuk ader n dye,. seb0leh2 nakk,.. but,. time dye x perlukan ak,. dye men CAMPAK AK ,..cm campak barang kat dlm t0ng sampah ! ( barang lah. lau smpah teruk nau)hihihi


ee... !! dye pikir,.dye bgus sgt,.. hell0 !!!! no ok ! he said,. he l0ve me,. yuhuuuu. !! love lah sgt. l0ve not like this ok ! love? know what love? where is the l0ve,. cinta itu,.. boleh diumpakan bagai,. makan,. sambal belacan,. walau pedas,. hingga mengalir air mata,. tp mahu di makan jua,.


myb cm uh lah,. hahaha.. ekh. ap yg ak dh cte? meraban plk ak. hehe..aahh,. lantak lah sama lu,. lu mau bikin ap sama gue,. huhuh,. hati nhe,. dh terlebeh saket sgt2,... dh mlas nk pikir n lyn haty nhee,.. denggg !!!

sec0nd : bak kate pepatah ,.. ala,.. lpe plk ak,. like this,. time sush carik kte,. time sush,. lpe kte !! haaaaa,.. gituh,.. adalah sorng kwn ak,. then dh dianggp cm adk sendiri,. yea,. bg ak dia bek,. n bg dy pon. ak x thu lahh.. f0r me lh,. time senang lpa ak,.. sush? crik ak.. bler x tlong.. wt lh mke sombong dye uh. mke x thu. mke merajuk !! eihhhhhh !! menyampah ciot,. yea,. ak memng syg dye,. but. asl lah dye mcm uh,. ak pnh c0uple n abg angkat dye,. tu pun dye yg kenal kn.. so,. cm dye yg melebeh,.. then,. skng,. kteorng dh lma break.. n rse syg uh mkin hilng lh,. x sume,. sush nk hilng kn sume..


eee,.. then.. n0w !! dye dh memng cl0se n jntan uh.. x kish, but. cre dye uh, menyakitkn aty ak.. dye ckp n ak,. jntun uh,. bg dye oklat lah,msj dye lah,. dye merjuk n jntn uh lah,gaduh lah,sekejp baek lek,. bes nk kecoh !!! eeee!! lg,. yg ak geli,nympah !! dye cte,. dye ckp n mak dye,. yg jantn uh,. cm ader perasaan n dyeee.. urghhhh.. pmpuan uh memng kuat perasannn... lau btul x kish lah,. but,. x yh lah nk kec0h2 kn at ak,. lau korng mcm mne? kn jntn uh pnh jdik pkwe korng,. ap korng ase?? ee !!! n dye uh belagak sumenye dyeee thuuuu,. eeee.. ambek koww,. huhhh,. lege,. dpt lepaskn at sini,. denggg.. shhhh,.


urmph,. k lah. tu jerk,. mlas nk bebel pnjng2 lgi,. hehe,. thnks spe yg sudi bce,... :) bye2,.. muaahhhh

Monday, February 7, 2011

ph0to2....

asyk membebel jerkkk,.. c0me see my pic,.. hee







keciann ph0tographer ak, kih3