guide me Ya Allah . .

Ya Allah . . 

buka kan lah hati aku   . . untuk terima hidayah darimu ya Allah . . . 

ubah kan lah diri aku menjadi seorang insan yang kuat .. seorang yang boleh terima semua dugaan mu ya Allah . .

 aku tau . . ak boleh . . tp . . ak x kuat. .  i can't be strong . . 

sesungguhnya. . pada engkau tempat aku mengadu . . banyak dosa yang telah aku buat padamu . .  

setiap saat .  setiap hari . . ak mencuba jadi yang terbaek .. jadi insan yang baik . . 

tp . . aku masih x boleh . . ak x yakin ..  ak mampu buat atau tidak ..  

ya Allah  . sesungguh nya. .kau maha memahami . . maha pengampun, . . maha mengetahui segala2nya. . '

kau tabah kan lah hati aku .  tuk terima semuanya. . onak dan duri . . dalam hidup aku . . 

aminnnnnnn ya rabbal alamin . . 

i try  . . to be strong . . 

ak try tuk jadi yang terbaik.  hari demi hari. . walaupon susah tuk ak bangun balik . . 

seriusly . . ak dah x mcm dlu . . ak dah susah nak jadi periang, happy , sentiasa kuat .  . 

ak dah lain ..  ak dah x macm dlu . . susah tuk ak berubah jadi yang dlu . . kallau sekrng , .  ak periang . . 

itu maknya.   AKU TIPU . . dalam hati . . tuhan yang tahu . . 

sekrang .. susah tuk aku .. jadi peramah balik . . bila aku try . . xda sapa peduli apa yang aku cakap . .

ak rasa terpinggir sgt2.. bila ak sdh , .. ak nangis sorng2. . xda sapa datang kat aku . . tny knp . . teng kan hati aku . . hilangkan sdh aku . . ak teringinnnn sgt . . saat ak sdh,saat aku nangis. . someone hug me to release my sad. .  i need someone.. not lost somone. . ak x pernah rasa mcm tuh seumur hidp aku  .. 

mana pergi semua saat aku jatuh .  saat ak menangis, . saat aku sdh . . 

teruk ke aku ? 

kenapa abaikan aku ? 

apa salah aku ?

maafkan aku kalau aku x cukup baek. .  tp andai orang tau .. setiap hari aku mencuba jadi yang terbaek  .. dri hari ke hari .  AKU MENCUBA. .

kekadang . . sampai aku rasa . .

ak dah putus asa,  . . ak dah malas. . nak amek hati orng . . nak jaga hati orang . .  bukan untuk ak harapkan balasan .. tp  . . ak nak kan jadi insan yang lain . . 

mak . . xda sapa peduli pasal saia mak . .. 

mak . . andai kan mak tau hati anak mak nhe tengah jatuh . .. . mak . . sara tgh sdh . . :'( 

anak mak nhe dah x macam dulu . . 

hilmi ? dea x pernah nak ambek tau pasal aku .  MANA DIA SAAT AKU JATUH ! SAAT AKU SDH ! KENAPA DIA MAKIN TAMBAH KAN SEDIH AKU !!! 

apa salah i kat u ! kenapa u cakap i x faham u !! sedangkan..  u yang x pernah faham i !! 

kenapa u wat i macm nh !!! sapa i sebenarnya kat hati u ! kalau u rasa.. i x ckup baek tuk u  . . u lepaskan i . . jangan wat i tersiksa . . please..  buang ego u . . sekejap demi i . . faham i . . walaupon sekejp . . 

i x mintak duit dri u  .. i x minta harta dri u . . i x mintak emas,belian dari u ! tp . . i mintak jangan wat i sdh lagi . . i mohon sgt2 . . 

blogger ..  am i bad ?? am i not good for everyone ?? 

i dont know.. ak percaya TAKDIR TUHAN kat aku . . satu hari nanti  . .

aminnn . . doakan aku  . . 

this is life ?? sometimes. . we can up .. sometimes. . we can down . . 

dont be like me. .  h0pe. . u all can be strong as well .  aminnn . . 

thanks . . pada siapa yang baca post ne.  n sapa yang faham. . ap yang aku rasa sekrang . . terima kasih banyak2. . make me be strong. . 

salam . .

. . CUTE SONG . .

Verse1
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Chorus
Don't know if I could ever be Without you
'Cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

Verse 2
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together

Chorus
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you 'cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

Verse 3
You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for u)
U take the both of us (of us)
And were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two(yeah, yeah)

this song is really nice. .  really cute.  and so sweet . . i just h0pe  .  get a nice BOY,FRIENDS,HUSBAND . .  also CUTE too . .  lol :D 

. . WE'RE PERFECT TWO . .

. . you're the one i wanna MARRY . .  

 

. . UPDATE . . UPDATE . . UPDATE . .

hye blogger. . :)

h0w are you ?? i h0pe everthing  .is fine. .  lol :D 

as usually . . i want to update my blog.

oke. .  do u want to know ..  what i want to share here about me ?? 

firstly , it's about me. .

i'm oke .  but sometimes. . i'm not well .. 

i dont know why  . . sometimes i'm oke. . sometimes i'm hurt . .

all about friends,family .  and i dont know why . . i'm comfused. . 

i don't know what i want in my life. . f0r me. . I WANT EVERYTHINGGG . . 

i want to do everything . .

i want to try ANYTHING !! . . study ?? 

oke. . not bad. . 

i'm subject is. . 

- OSHA

-SHORTHAND

-TERINGKAS

-ISLAMIC EDU

-DOCUMENT PROCESSING

-PERSONALITY DEVELOPMENT

-ENTERPRENUSHIP  .. >> myb wrong spelling . . upzz. . hehe. . << NVM..

haa. . i want to story about my NEW YEAR CELEBRATED . .

i went to PESTA PENANG . . with my classmate ..  

SHOPPING . . 

AND. . everything we do together . . its a happening trip . . :) 

btw .. I LOVE MY FRIEDS ..  

oke. . i think . . i want to stop blablabla about my st0ry . . MORE THAN NONSENSE . . lol :D

merapu sekejap . . haha

okok. . i will update later ..  

"" THANKS F0R YOUR ATTENTION . . "" 

i love you MORE ~!! :)

you !! WATCH OUT ! . .

. .my life now. .

do u want to know. . 

i want to tell u .  that my life now and before are so different . . 

i dont know why . . 

myb . . aku rasa aku dah makin matang . .  hehehe. . 

aku happy  . . kawan2 aku . . sentiasa ada d sisi aku . . 

alhmdulillah . . 

i just want a normal life. . happy , and ..  meaningful . . 

dont know what to say . . 

i already fall in love. . lol

but. . with who ?? i can't tell now. . because. . i think i am not ready yet to love somebody in my life. . i mean . .BOYFRIEND. . 

i will tell you . . after i think i am ready for that . . 

who's he ?? 

shhhh  .. secret. .  i and my friend just call him 

-STRAWBERRY-

i think ..  he is suitable n perfect . . to be my life partner f0rever ..

just pray for us .. AMIN . . 

he l0ve me , n i l0ve him . . 

but. . we just can't go on . . for this time..  because we have a big problem now. .. 

not t0o big. . but. . hehe .  problem lah .. i can't tell here . . 

and ha  . ! this background music totally i dedicate for him ! . .

actually, i can;t tell about him right now .  but. .  i can't hide alone. . 

i just tell a little bit about him .  

my family . . like him . . yeah . . simple words is . all of them can accept him . . 

even. . he is simple, sooo simple.  . but  .. 

he's sweet ..  even . . we always fight  .. haha. . its normal right ? 

hahaha. . shhhhh . . 

dont want to tell about him anymore. . 

we now just friends ..  

COUPLE ?

MARRIED ??

hahaa. myb next time. . just pray for us   .. 

hey .  i already told u that i joined the modelling right ??

yeah .  alhmdulillah . . 

i've d0ne ! . . ^_^

i like it so much  ..  ! damn much !! so  . 

I hope no one will block my interest. .

if u do it. . I WILL KILL YOU ! HAHAHA.. just kidding. . 

22 dicember i will continue my study at POLITEKNIK TUANKU SYED SIRAJUDDIN for . .

sec0nd sem . . in DIPLOMA SAINS SETIUSAHAAN . . pray f0r me.  .

h0pe i can success . . in my life. . aminn ..  

dont want to story more about this. . just. .

WATCH OUT ! hahah. . wait for my next P0ST . . :) 

I'll stay right you with some pictures of my photoshot . . 

h0pe i can be more better after this. .  oke . . BL0GGER !! c u again ..  

and  ..  wait for my next P0STTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT . . . . 

enjoy ur life !! -SARAH-

 

 

byeee2. . .

first ph0toshot . . finally !! i g0t it ..

arghhh !!! AKU TAK SUKA SUBJECT NIEEE !!!!

aku x suka ! dannnnn aku TAK MINAT !! subjekkk nheee. .  

!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH .. . !!!

nak tau tak subjek ap ??

it's MICROECONOMICS 

haaa . . aku takud lhaaa  . .  aku rasa . . memang aku kne repeat paper siot !!! DAMN ! ((hope tak lah .  . aminn . . )) MOOD nak study paper nhee xdatang lagi nhe. .  lagi 2 days more. .  

what can i do ? STUDY HARD ? ayoyoyo . .  i can't !! 

xpasal2   . dalam kos SECETERY nhe. .  ada subjek nhe . . choy . . x l0gik meyh !! .  . 

mau tgok  . . betapa rajinnya aku study ? hahaa. . . gler lha ! . . 

kat kepala aku nhe ..  dah terfikir nak balek, nak balek , dan nak balek, . .

first : aku nak try interview modellinggg . . minat oee . . tp . . x tau lhaa. .  dapat ker tak . . x cukup CUN lagi

ishk. .  (( bersyukurbersyukur ))

hobi aku ..  memng suka BERPOSING2. .  haaha ..  bagi aku . . snap pic. . tu . . kekdng wat aku lepas tension  . . sbb . . wat kan kita PUAS !!! YEAahh !! 

like this ! . . :)

dan .  bnyak lagi . . haha. . poyo kan ? its up to u  . . what u want to judge me . .it's me. .  

SARAH 

haha. . aku x sehebat korang . . .  :)

oke2 .. dah2. . merapu plk  . . mau study dah ha. .  nakk x nak . .

TERPAKSA jugak . . alaaahhh . . 

oke. . BLOGGER . . 

c my next post update. . 

c u . .. STAY tune, ,  !! . . >>>> DIARY SARAH . . . 

salam . . :)

. . owner this BLOG . .